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我想对你说出我最深的话语

我想要对你说出我要说出的最深的话语,

我不敢,我怕你哂笑。

因此我嘲笑自己,把我的秘密在嘲笑中打碎。

我把我的痛苦说的轻松,因为怕你会这么做。

我想对你说出最真的话语,

我不敢,我怕你不信。

因此我弄假成真,说出和我真心相反的话。

我把我的痛苦说的可笑,

因为我怕你会这么做。

我想用宝贵的名词形容你,

我不敢,我怕得不到相当的报酬。

因此我给你苛刻的名字,而夸示我的硬骨。

我伤害你,因为怕你永远不知道我的痛苦。

我渴望静默的坐在你的身旁,

我不敢,怕我的心会跳到我的唇上。

因此我轻松的说东道西,

把我的心藏在语言的后面。

我粗暴的对待我的痛苦,

因为我怕你会这么做。

我渴望从你身边走开,

我不敢,怕你看出我的懦弱。

因此我随随便便的昂着头走到你的面前。

从你的眼里频频掷来的刺激,

使我的痛苦永远新鲜。

I long to speak the deepest words I have to say to you ;

But I dare not, for fear you should laugh.

That is why I laugh at myself and shatter my secret in jest.

I make light of my pain, afraid you should do so.

I long to tell you the truest words I have to say to you;

But I dare not, being afraid that you would not believe them.

That is why I disguise them in untruth,

Saying the contrary of what I mean.

I make my pain appear absurd, afraid that you should do so.

I long to use the most precious words I have for you;

But I dare not, fearing I should not be paid with like value.

That is why I gave you hard names and boast of my boast of my callous strength.

I hurt you, for fear you should never know any pain.

I long to sit silent by you;

But I dare not lest my heart come out at my lips.

That is why I prattle and chatter lightly and hide my heart behind words.

I rudely handle my pain, for fear you should do so.

I long to go away from your side;

But I dare not, for fear my cowardice should become known to you.

That is why I hold my head high and carelessly come into your presence.

Constant thrusts from your eyes keep my pain fresh forever.

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